The Many Men In My Life...Lowering My Age Standards....The Guy who wouldn't go away...AND A REASON TO CELEBRATE...

So, I've turned from a hibernating caterpillar into a butterfly that is sought by many to be made into part of a collection. I am of course speaking again of the dating site I am on. It seems that even when I finish answering emails of those that I think are sweet enough to accept or even just to tell nicely no thanks or to delete unceremoniously, that within an hour I have about fifteen more to go over. I know this sounds like I am bragging but not in the lest, it's more like I am overwhelmed. There is one guy that I thought was the one, but now it seems the dates are coming less and less and I am just not having the same good feeling about him anymore. There was one guy that seemed so cool and interesting to talk to, and we had fun the night we met up but then the next night he seemed scary, saying how addicted he was to me and all he wanted to do was spend time with me. I kept telling him I was sick and only wanted to sleep but he just couldn't give it a rest! Finally I just ignored him and he stopped. But he just seemed way too scary. Today doesn't seem so bad, I've decided not to judge so much on age so more, not by going up in years per se, but lowering the age limit, I've met a guy who was a little younger than I am and he is intelligent and smart, he's one who caught my eye, or really I caught his, but afterwards he caught mine. We took each other's matchme tests, I scored high on his, he scored a little lower and he didn't like that, but it was funny to me. Now even though I am still a little sick I am going out. To drink and have some fun. I just want out of the house, to get my focus off....OH YES I FORGOT TO SAY IT!!! I quit smoking cigarettes~!!! Big deal to celebrate huh!
So we're going out to have fun and even though he smokes he said he won't smoke around me.
I thought that was nice! Anyways, I am hoping to meet someone soon that I can settle down with because even though I like John, I don't want to have to wait for him... I believe wholly that if I suddenly have someone to settle with he'll suddenly realize his mistake and come to want me.
Oh well.

RUSH LIMBAUGH AND MY TIRADE ON HIM, BTW- DO WE REALLY NEED TO DEFINE OUR SKIN COLOR, AND OTHER MINOR RANTS AND RAVES...

All I have to say is... RUSH LIMBAUGH!!! Okay first of all, I was a stupid child. I used to be a Republican, and I grew up listening to the bullshit spewing from Rush Limbaugh's mouth. I had to. My Stepfather listened to him as he drove to work and I drove to my volunteer job at the VAMC in Prescott Valley. OMG!!! I know I giving away my Valley Girl roots but I just couldn't stand the guy even when I was a KID!!! IN the political News yesterday a commentator said that Rush Limbaugh was only an "Entertainer" and was "Ugly" Now let me clear some things up here. YES!!! Rush Limbaugh is an Entertainer, and ONLY an Entertainer, at most he is a Commetator. HE IS NOT A WORTHY NEWSOURCE FOR WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE POLITICAL WORLD. Anyone who says that, EVEN in ROUNDABOUT TERMS, HOPES THAT THE PRESIDENT WILL FAIL, is not an objective source for the Political news. Now I will here do what great debators often do, which is to recognize and refute, Often times News Anchors, especially Political news anchors interject their news bias, BUT They have on other political officianados, POLITICAL ANALYISTS, BOTH DEMOCRATS AND REPUBLICANS to show both sides. They of course, as they are liberal mostly, attack the Republicans but show at least both sides. BUT RUSH LIMBAUGH IS NO ACCURATE SOURCE OF POLITICAL NEWS NOR OPINION, HE TELLS EXACTLY WHAT HE THINKS AND DOES NOTHING TO SHOW OTHER SIDES NOR ENTERTAINS THE THOUGHTS OF WHAT OTHERS MAY BE THINKING IN AN UNBIASED WAY.
NOW, onto the "Ugly" comment. THEY WERE NOT referring to his looks, although when he gets passionate and he breaks into a sweat, his face turns red, and he spits a little and it's really NOT PRETTY, their comment on his ugliness really referred TO HIS PERSONALITY. HE IS AN UGLY PERSON INSIDE. HE SPEWS HATE, ENGAGES IN ARGUMENTATIVE TACTICS AND REALLY ATTACKS PEOPLE AS A WAY OF DRIVING HIS POINT, so how can he be taken seriously. When I was a child I remember him once saying that he started out a liberal and started this show as a way of breaking through the norm. As sort of an entertainment act, but overtime began to believe what he was talking about then became slowly the man he is today. Really weird to me I later learned through watching the movie 'Private Parts' featuring Howard Stern that he supposedly became the same way. I am not so naive now and believe them both to be full of shit. I believe that Rush Limbaugh was always a narrow minded asshole, regardless of the lines he was crossing and will always be a narrow minded asshole.
As I am writing this I am listening to MSNBC, not saying this channel is any better than any other, But it is at least able to show both sides more accurately then say...FOX NEWS!!! Which I refer to as FOX NOISE who has fired all liberal news anchors and are dictated as to what news stories they can air on their shows. Not to mention that the liberal analysts they have on their news are pantywaists and get just lambaisted by the anchors. Which honestly I think they do on purpose so the anchors can look better then their guests, which is really just sad. But my point is is that the news media, and then in turn the public takes a comment at tongue and cheek and suddenly the whole point of the comment is lost!! WTF People. First of all STOP BEING SO SENSITIVE and SECOND, STOP TAKING THINGS LITERALLY. When did we stop being a society of being able to take things off the cuff or as written figuratively.
WHILE I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION- DON'T USE POLITICALLY CORRECT LANGUAGE...otherwise known as PC it was devised by the Government, said by them to address the sensitivities of the intelligent society divisions. ALL IT DOES IS HAVE A NICE WAY OF FURTHER SEGREGATING AN OVERALL UNIFIED SOCIETY...DO WE CALL OURSELVES CAUCASION AMERICANS, OR GERMAN AMERICANS??? NO!!! WE ARE JUST AMERICANS, SO WHY, PLEASE TELL ME WHY, they have to be called AFRICAN AMERICANS or HAITIAN AMERICANS, OR NATIVE AMERICANS...WE ARE ALL JUST AMERICANS, and last I checked I was born here too, so really I am a Native American too.
STOP DEFINING PEOPLE BY THE COLOR OF THEIR SKIN, CAN'T YOU JUST SAY A GORGEOUS GUY OF ABOUT 5'11" with black hair and creamy brown eyes, and if the person is so stupid that you really have to define the color of their skin, say something like HE WAS A BEAUTIFUL MOCHA, OR CREAMY CHOCOLATE....OR BEAUTIFUL SIENNA, OR JUST SAY, DO YOU REALLY NEED TO KNOW THE COLOR OF HIS/HER SKIN TO DETERMINE THEIR WORTH?!?! BTW- IF YOU NEED TO KNOW MY SKIN COLOR IS A CROSS BETWEEN A LIGHT BRONZE GOLD AND PEACHY CREAM- Try and figure out my race from that!!!

My Rant and Rave on Media's Sensationalizms of Senators reaction to Obama's Stimulus Plan, Minimalization of Troops in Iraq, and others stuff...

I know that sometimes, I seem a little less rant and rave and seem more telling of my daily life. But that's only because I am still feeling out this blog. I don't know whether I am trying to set my personality on this blog or if I am trying to make it a hodge podge of my life. But that is about to end, I wanted this to be about my rants and raves, and my uphill struggle as a bipolar. I just have nothing to complain about, it seems that my life is in an upswing right now. But as always, my anger has come out and this time seems justified. To all of you who think that Obama is bumbling it as President, take another look. He is in fact catering to our desires. We had asked for less military in Iraq, we have asked for breaks on the middle class, we had asked for a stimulus package. The problem is we're now listening to what the senators wanted and are taking that to heart as what we, the majority, wanted. And when I am saying people, I mostly mean the media, they glorify the positions and stances that the senators are taking on these issues. I say we should sit back and let Obama do what needs to be done, for at least 100 days. If everything isn't starting to go in a direction that promises an uprise in the future, then I say we start to get on his ass.
On another note, I have heard, though not from a terrific source, so I won't sensationalize, but I hear that Obama is up for the Nobel Peace Prize. If so then Whooo-Hooo, that's awesome, if not then I told you my source was not that reliable. Especially since she is a woman starting to go senile. lol
Anyways, that is my daily rant.

Running into my High School Sweetheart, Dating online, and being diagnosed Bipolar...

So things have taken a turn for the bizarre. I have been on the okcupid dating site for about three weeks now. Have met some interesting guys and some really great guys on there. There is one that trully makes me happy, I really like him. We get along great, the romance is there, so is the sexual chemistry. I am just worried that he won't want to settle down with me when I want to. But right now we are both dating others. So it;s no big deal.
Another weird thing has happened to me, my old high school sweetheart has found me online. He emailed me and asked me how things were going, it's weird but everything ended on such a bad note that I was surprised he emailed me. But he apologized to me for how everything turned out. So I told him the same thing. That I was sorry that things turned out the way they did.
It was kind of cathartic. Anyways, he's married now, and fat, really fat, with three kids of his own. Which is nice for him I guess. He's got one son and two daughters. I knew he always wanted a large family so that's cool. I told him I was bipolar and that I was diagnosed at 19. I said that a lot of the problems we had as teenagers were problems I created as a teenager not knowing I had this disorder. That I wasn't willing to take responsibility for my actions at the time and blamed everyone else for things that were really my problem. It was funny though because he called me Bri, a name no one called me since I was a teenager, Out here in Vegas, no one calls me that, they all call me Brianne. So it was funny.
The best thing about though was I was able to lay to rest a problem in my life that had been rolling around in my head for about ten years.
I guess you'll never know what will happen until you just run into the person and talk things out.

I got 99 problems but a cookie ain't one!...Heavy.com a cool site...

I found this crazy site by accident, and this was posted on there. I think it's hilarious .

More funny videos from the "Contagious: Music Videos" channel at Heavy.com

This site is one I didn't expect to find but did when I clicked on a link for bloggers to get paid on my writer's site. I haven't much to say but "I got 99 problems and a cookie ain't one!"

For those of you who love Sesame Street, this is not for you but for those of you who think Cookie Monster has something to say more than, "Me Want Cookie" then check this out.

Included up here is a link for the site I got it from.

Hope you enjoy, and let me know if there are other sites I can go to for hilarious videos and links.

From Psyche7929

Dating online, weird questions asked, and trying to weed out the weirdos...

So, I started a new dating site, it's free and is actually quite good. It does better than eharmony because you still have the ability to go out and look for dates instead of waiting for matches. But it still asks questions and matches you.
But the questions they ask are sometimes a little weird like:
1. Would you consider it offensive if someone was burning the flag?

2. If someone served you a wonderfully prepared meal of human meat, would you eat it?
I wouldn't because I know where mad cow disease comes from...actually eating your own species meat. It started with cows who were being fed the leftover parts of other cows to make them healthier. But it ended up in a disease that as I am sure you know, makes you quite insane. They never figured out what it was til there was a rescue of people who'd been trapped in a remote snowy area. They ate the people who'd not survived to keep themselves alive. But they developed mad cow disease.
As you eat your own genetics, the proteins in your body start to look at your organs and muscle as food, and even devour your brain making you quite insane. Look at the Amazon women types of Figi, long ago they would welcome you, and feed you kava kava a huge downer and hallucinogen.
But there were other weird questions like
3. Would you be in a long term serious three person relationship?
That's a little crazy.
There were others that I couldn't remember but they seemed pretty out there as it went on.
Which makes me ask the question, why are all of these so important?
I mean some of them I understand but others...weird
Wellanyways, I've become quite popular on this site, I guess, and well have been bouncing around between guys trying to figure out which ones are going to be the best fit.
It's a little confusing sometimes to remember who is who.
But I am definitely weeding out the ones I don't want to know.
Phew! I've been trying to work on my book but lately haven't had the chance so it's been kinda crazy trying to find time to myself.
Mostly I've been dying to work on my book, and hope to work on another chapter today.
Well, Bloggers, this is a fairly uneventful one but still about me so...
Later!

Okcupid, fresh meat, and the call of my book...

Just joined a free online dating site, and the messages have been pouring in. Can't believe how many guys suddenly seemed interested in me.
A friend of mine met his now fiance on there so I thought I'd give it a try. So far things are a little hectic. I haven't even gotten a chance to work on my book yet, but that's what I am doing next. I swear by God, that I will AT LEAST get one chapter written today. Maybe two if I feel so inclined but I doubt I'll get the chance seeing as how I am suddenly popular online. It was that way with my writing site too. All these people came out suddenly to read my work. It was kind of neat.
Anyways, I can't think of too much to write about suddenly, all that is on my mind is my book. I must go write!!!